Kiss Me, It's Beginning To Snow.

There have been several bouts of snow this month, but I have not been outside to witness them :-(. Sad. Snow is magical. The best mornings are the ones where you wake up in your warm cozy bed and see a blanket of snow covering every rooftop and tree. I have a memory of a snowy night where two of my friends and I leaped through the snow, imagining that we were in a British romantic comedy. Le sigh.

One week and six days separate me from the official beginning of Winter break. So close, yet so far. Actual classes end next Monday, and exams end the following Monday.

Oy humbug.

The Dream Life.

I can't verbalize what I have been feeling these past couple weeks. Months. Whatever. I can't help but think that my "funk" has to do with the fact that I'm here, in dreary old Maryland, instead of New York City.

I feel like even loneliness would be less lonely in a city like New York.

After nearly twenty one years of Maryland, it's time for me to get out.

Oy humbug.

The Chrismukkah Season Is Approaching.

The one tiny sliver of excitement in my hum drum life is the upcoming Chrismukkah season. My love of this season is beyond receiving presents. I don't think I could say it any better than the e-card I have placed above this text.

The last couple of weeks of Fall semester are always painful. My brain always tends to be on the next step, I.E. being home. I think I'm one of those people who are focused on the destination, and not the journey.

I genuinely believe college should be only two years. The first year is tolerable because everything is new, and the second year is more routine and you're settled in. The third year is just kind of floating around until graduation. It's hard. Senior year, I would imagine, is similar to the first year, in that the excitement of what's to come makes going to school seem okay.

I can't imagine what it would be like if I had to stay at school an extra semester. I think my head would explode.

That said, have a wonderful Chrismukkah season and remember to buy me wonderful presents!

Sarah's 2008 Chrismukkah Wish List (That She Will Likely Receive Nothing From) [In No Particular Order]
1. Coach purse (specifically the overpriced Sabrina satchel in black patent leather)
2. Chanel purse (it's a WISH list, okay?)
3. Fabulous boots (black or brown in color, suede in material, and fabulous in execution)
4. New phone (mine sucks)
5. Digital camera (mine mysteriously stopped working) [not so mysteriously...I think it was tainted by a mixed drink]

I can't think of anything else! I'll come up with something.

Merry winter to all, and to all a good night (of drunken debauchery).

The End Is Near.

I am currently in class. To be more specific, Theories of Theatre.

I'm over it.

I am not a fan of college and I feel I could be happier elsewhere. However, it is too late in the game to make such a drastic change. It'd be wasting two and a half years of my life, let alone thousands of my parents' dollars.

Exams are in two weeks. Winter break will follow. This is something to look forward to. Being home is nice.

I am in a funk. But it'll get better.

I used to rely on self-medication,
I guess I still do that from time to time.
But I'm getting better at fighting the future,
"Someday you'll be fine..."
Yes, I'll be just fine.

Thank You.

Thursday is Thanksgiving. I like Thanksgiving for many reasons. Mainly, there's delicious food that I like to fill up on until I pass out. But it's also a day of giving thanks. Hence Thanksgiving! There are many things I'm thankful for;

Things I Am Thankful For (In No Particular Order)
1. Life
2. My parents
3. My sea stars
4. My friends
5. Chipotle
6. Being able to go to college and train as an actor
7. Cupcakes
8. JASON THOMAS MRAZ
9. Max Bemis
10. Chris Carraba

Go out and give thanks!

What's up with M-R-A-Z?

I'm seeing Jason Mraz tomorrow night. Jason Thomas Mraz. My love. My life. My dream guy.

I am very very excited.

The Futile It Outweighs The Beautiful.

Shana Tova! Almost, anyway. I am looking forward to some yummy brisket or something of the sort. Mmmm.

I am still on the look out for a job. If people actually read this, they could help me. Alas, they do not.

I shall now compile a list:

Things I Need To Do
1. Start doing my homework
2. Find a new job
3. Prepare for the upcoming auditions
4. Learn to cook better - or at all
5. Start saving the little money I have
6. Go on a health kick
7. Take yoga classes?
8. Purchase water
9. Purchase printer paper
10. Organize my room - and thoughts

That is all for now. TTYL!!!!!111

Live High.

I have been living in my apartment at school for about a month. I'm quite enjoying it. However, I'm still feeling off. Oh well.

I've been working at a used textbook store. Unfortch, they will no longer need me in a week. I need a new job! Agh.

I just wish I could forget all of my angst (I ain't no teenager) and live more happily and freely. Oh, yes.

Fuck Yeah, We Can Live Like This.

The title of this post best represents how I want my summers to be. And now it's summer. And thus far, I have not lived in such a way. Hot tubbing is quite enjoyable, but where's the reckless behavior? Okay, it's only been five days.

On Monday, aka Memorial Day, I have an interview with a new frozen yogurt store that's opening up in Dupont Circle. How amazing working there would be. It's DC's equivalent of Pinkberry! AHHH. Hopefully some sort of BBQ will occur after. Then, on Tuesday, I start work where my mother used to work. It may be somewhat lackluster, BUT I will be making money and helping people out. I love making money.

I need it to get warmer and for drunken nights to begin.

Oooh, it's a picture of perfection.
Oooh, and the postcard's gonna read,
Fuck yeah, we can live like this.
We can live like this.

Holiday From Real.

My brain is filled to the brim with negative thoughts that make me feel nauseous. This is not good. Well, obvi. I need to stop letting other people's stuff make me feel bad about myself. I shall do what Dr. McKenna from "I Can Make You Thin" says and look at myself through the eyes of someone who loves and respects me. Where can I find such a loser? PAH. Just kidding. Kinda.

I have too much work that I've been putting off. I should have memorized my scene and practiced my poem. But, alas, I did not.

I guess I should go to bed.

Dark and Twisty.

Quoting TV shows is annoying but in this case it's appropriate. Like Meredith Grey, I am dark and twisty inside. I have lots of thoughts...most of which I do not enjoy having on my mind.

I took my nose ring out. It was an upsetting choice to make, but it was probably for the better. It would suck if my nose ring was the death of me because of a silly infection.

I'm stuck. I need to do something to shake up my boring hum drum life. Maybe I should get a job. Yeah.

Spring Break is in a couple of weeks. I enjoy that thought.

So Glad We Made It, Time Will Never Change It.

Hello, friends. It's been a while.

Last night, I enjoyed the musical stylings of the Spice Girls on their world tour. Twas in Jersey, but I sacrificed cleanliness to be close to godliness. See what I did there? They were amazing. Absolutely amazing. Oh how they've grown. Oh how WE'VE grown! It's trippy.

My brain has too many thoughts. I get sad when I think. Thus, thinking is evil.

I want to transfer to a school in New York...Bad idea? Probably. It's just a dream.

Is it summer break yet?