The Futile It Outweighs The Beautiful.

Shana Tova! Almost, anyway. I am looking forward to some yummy brisket or something of the sort. Mmmm.

I am still on the look out for a job. If people actually read this, they could help me. Alas, they do not.

I shall now compile a list:

Things I Need To Do
1. Start doing my homework
2. Find a new job
3. Prepare for the upcoming auditions
4. Learn to cook better - or at all
5. Start saving the little money I have
6. Go on a health kick
7. Take yoga classes?
8. Purchase water
9. Purchase printer paper
10. Organize my room - and thoughts

That is all for now. TTYL!!!!!111

Live High.

I have been living in my apartment at school for about a month. I'm quite enjoying it. However, I'm still feeling off. Oh well.

I've been working at a used textbook store. Unfortch, they will no longer need me in a week. I need a new job! Agh.

I just wish I could forget all of my angst (I ain't no teenager) and live more happily and freely. Oh, yes.

Fuck Yeah, We Can Live Like This.

The title of this post best represents how I want my summers to be. And now it's summer. And thus far, I have not lived in such a way. Hot tubbing is quite enjoyable, but where's the reckless behavior? Okay, it's only been five days.

On Monday, aka Memorial Day, I have an interview with a new frozen yogurt store that's opening up in Dupont Circle. How amazing working there would be. It's DC's equivalent of Pinkberry! AHHH. Hopefully some sort of BBQ will occur after. Then, on Tuesday, I start work where my mother used to work. It may be somewhat lackluster, BUT I will be making money and helping people out. I love making money.

I need it to get warmer and for drunken nights to begin.

Oooh, it's a picture of perfection.
Oooh, and the postcard's gonna read,
Fuck yeah, we can live like this.
We can live like this.

Holiday From Real.

My brain is filled to the brim with negative thoughts that make me feel nauseous. This is not good. Well, obvi. I need to stop letting other people's stuff make me feel bad about myself. I shall do what Dr. McKenna from "I Can Make You Thin" says and look at myself through the eyes of someone who loves and respects me. Where can I find such a loser? PAH. Just kidding. Kinda.

I have too much work that I've been putting off. I should have memorized my scene and practiced my poem. But, alas, I did not.

I guess I should go to bed.

Dark and Twisty.

Quoting TV shows is annoying but in this case it's appropriate. Like Meredith Grey, I am dark and twisty inside. I have lots of thoughts...most of which I do not enjoy having on my mind.

I took my nose ring out. It was an upsetting choice to make, but it was probably for the better. It would suck if my nose ring was the death of me because of a silly infection.

I'm stuck. I need to do something to shake up my boring hum drum life. Maybe I should get a job. Yeah.

Spring Break is in a couple of weeks. I enjoy that thought.

So Glad We Made It, Time Will Never Change It.

Hello, friends. It's been a while.

Last night, I enjoyed the musical stylings of the Spice Girls on their world tour. Twas in Jersey, but I sacrificed cleanliness to be close to godliness. See what I did there? They were amazing. Absolutely amazing. Oh how they've grown. Oh how WE'VE grown! It's trippy.

My brain has too many thoughts. I get sad when I think. Thus, thinking is evil.

I want to transfer to a school in New York...Bad idea? Probably. It's just a dream.

Is it summer break yet?

Everything's Breaking Down Now.

Oh man. Life is pretty unexciting. Kind of saddening.

At least it's my favorite time of the year, present-wise. First comes Hanukkah, then comes Christmas, then comes my birthday. It's like a wham-bam-thank-you-ma'am holiday extravaganza! Thankfully, my birthday is far enough from the other two holidays that they are not all lumped together. The only thing that should be lumped together is crab cake. Mmmm crab cake.

I need to do something different with my appearance. I need to switch it up!

Is it winter break yet?