The End Is Near.

I am currently in class. To be more specific, Theories of Theatre.

I'm over it.

I am not a fan of college and I feel I could be happier elsewhere. However, it is too late in the game to make such a drastic change. It'd be wasting two and a half years of my life, let alone thousands of my parents' dollars.

Exams are in two weeks. Winter break will follow. This is something to look forward to. Being home is nice.

I am in a funk. But it'll get better.

I used to rely on self-medication,
I guess I still do that from time to time.
But I'm getting better at fighting the future,
"Someday you'll be fine..."
Yes, I'll be just fine.

Thank You.

Thursday is Thanksgiving. I like Thanksgiving for many reasons. Mainly, there's delicious food that I like to fill up on until I pass out. But it's also a day of giving thanks. Hence Thanksgiving! There are many things I'm thankful for;

Things I Am Thankful For (In No Particular Order)
1. Life
2. My parents
3. My sea stars
4. My friends
5. Chipotle
6. Being able to go to college and train as an actor
7. Cupcakes
8. JASON THOMAS MRAZ
9. Max Bemis
10. Chris Carraba

Go out and give thanks!

What's up with M-R-A-Z?

I'm seeing Jason Mraz tomorrow night. Jason Thomas Mraz. My love. My life. My dream guy.

I am very very excited.

The Futile It Outweighs The Beautiful.

Shana Tova! Almost, anyway. I am looking forward to some yummy brisket or something of the sort. Mmmm.

I am still on the look out for a job. If people actually read this, they could help me. Alas, they do not.

I shall now compile a list:

Things I Need To Do
1. Start doing my homework
2. Find a new job
3. Prepare for the upcoming auditions
4. Learn to cook better - or at all
5. Start saving the little money I have
6. Go on a health kick
7. Take yoga classes?
8. Purchase water
9. Purchase printer paper
10. Organize my room - and thoughts

That is all for now. TTYL!!!!!111

Live High.

I have been living in my apartment at school for about a month. I'm quite enjoying it. However, I'm still feeling off. Oh well.

I've been working at a used textbook store. Unfortch, they will no longer need me in a week. I need a new job! Agh.

I just wish I could forget all of my angst (I ain't no teenager) and live more happily and freely. Oh, yes.

Fuck Yeah, We Can Live Like This.

The title of this post best represents how I want my summers to be. And now it's summer. And thus far, I have not lived in such a way. Hot tubbing is quite enjoyable, but where's the reckless behavior? Okay, it's only been five days.

On Monday, aka Memorial Day, I have an interview with a new frozen yogurt store that's opening up in Dupont Circle. How amazing working there would be. It's DC's equivalent of Pinkberry! AHHH. Hopefully some sort of BBQ will occur after. Then, on Tuesday, I start work where my mother used to work. It may be somewhat lackluster, BUT I will be making money and helping people out. I love making money.

I need it to get warmer and for drunken nights to begin.

Oooh, it's a picture of perfection.
Oooh, and the postcard's gonna read,
Fuck yeah, we can live like this.
We can live like this.

Holiday From Real.

My brain is filled to the brim with negative thoughts that make me feel nauseous. This is not good. Well, obvi. I need to stop letting other people's stuff make me feel bad about myself. I shall do what Dr. McKenna from "I Can Make You Thin" says and look at myself through the eyes of someone who loves and respects me. Where can I find such a loser? PAH. Just kidding. Kinda.

I have too much work that I've been putting off. I should have memorized my scene and practiced my poem. But, alas, I did not.

I guess I should go to bed.